Messages from the City

Realizing it was your fault was great, but you can’t fix all your mistakes. You can grow with each experience in hopes to be better. In hopes that next there will truly be a better understanding. Sometimes the most brief thing can have immense impact on your outcome. No one owes you shit. -Don’t feel…

Love Language

The drugs don’t even make you feel good anymore they just make you feel different. It’s just an escape for a small moment. A brief pleasure that pauses all those other emotions. A glimpse into how it could all be so simple. They take away the pain you get sick of playing hide and go…

$uicidal LOVE

How old were you when you realized love is a lot of things but it’s not always enough? There’s been times when I’ve felt like I had it all, but maybe I can’t have everything. I know you’ve put faith into things that have killed little pieces of you inside. I know you have anxiety…

Her Peace

She feels most at home when waves are crashing against her physical body and the Sun is setting over the ocean igniting passion in her spiritual soul. The moon approaches with a golden tint taking control of the sea. Making the waves stronger than ever. The water is ambitious… She doesn’t fear the tide. Her…

Waterfalls.

I miss you. No hidden intentions I sincerely want to take you out to lunch. I sincerely want to ask how are you doing in this world? I want to catch up. I hope those you keep close are looking out for you. I hope you are conquering the parts of your universe that put…

StIMULATION

We manipulate these words that are communicated to us into what we want or need them to be. That’s why our mind hears one thing and our heart feels another. We are torn. We are indecisive. Because to get what we want out of this we must first attract what we need. Don’t wish upon…

Thanos Bets

This is inspired by talks at the bar with Alanna. Hopes that Banks never has financial hardship and everyone I care about doesn’t have to be the lead singer in order to find Nirvana. This is inspired with hopes of being able to afford my mother going to therapy. Inspired by visions of you in…

A Fools Goodbye

And I hope I never play the fool again but there was so much about you to be foolish for. Lately closure is coming in every direction, I’m learning to deal with the compass telling me it’s time to move on. I wanted to be here with you but you are no where near me….

Definition Of Us

I think everyone should write love poems. Or at least try their best to be one. Im being humble when I say you’re beautiful because your are truly so much more I don’t want to say goodbye but that’s not up to me. I could go without the hellos too. The how are you doings….

Fatal Flaws

Fatal Flaws Bring truth to imperfections You can’t exercise your demons if you only run from mistakes. You carry burdens but never been able to life the weight. Tell me it all. The sound of your voice is like therapy. Love without consequences philosophically speaking I think it’s referred to as being unconditional. Fatal flaws…

Parts Of Infinity

We’ve never been to the city together but every time I’m in the city I want you here. I guess we’ll cross that golden bridge when we get there. I think it’s something about the lights and the way you seem to shine at night. It all feels different at night. Beautiful thoughts about possibilities…

Coachella Poem 2018

It’s been a while since I’ve said I had the universe in my system. Welcome to my semi conscious thoughts. I find it beautiful the new ways you learn to reject me but I’m sicko with it. I think it built character how my father neglected me. The heart I have left came from my…