Coachella Poem 2019

PSA: no matter what I am about to say don’t come to Weekend 2 of Coachella. I would never lie to you. So whatever truths I put into words below, don’t mind them at all. This is an absolutely dreadful place. Never come here. I promise you the grass is literally not greener on the…

Matter…

Truth of the matter is it’s been awhile since we talked like this. I told you I love you and I meant it with all of my damaged heart. I just wish I didn’t say it so soon. But I would never time travel to change how I feel about you. We finish each other’s…

Seeds of Growth

It’s the season of growth. All those seeds I planted in the Winter are coming back as trophies. I’m evil but I’m not scared. I’m not scared to say I wish you were here to hold me. I’m growing, I wish you were here when I’m new to know me. You’re still preoccupied with thoughts…

The Artist

This is not indictment or endorsement for anything anyone does with their body. This is just simply a very human thought that I had in the moment. Thank you for being a part of this moment. I like your scars… They show me that you have not only been through things, but made it through…

Who Are You?

I want to know your name. Until then you be girl and I’ll be boy. Even though we know all of this is much deeper than that. And at this moment in time I think my life is on an upward bound for at least 40 more years. I think you are a beautiful lotus…

Ruined

I want to be ruined. I want to be destroyed. And I think you want the same thing. Something so beautiful and tragic that it shouldn’t exist. Yet here we are. Loving to hate each other. Yet here we are. Learning to exist with one another. Why do we chase the ones who think we…

Beautiful Chaos

Heart to hearts in the bathroom and we ain’t even talking about us. I’m holding the door shut I hear the music faintly in the background. I love this song… I notice all of you, but that’s not what’s important right now. Haven’t wrote about you in awhile. I think I miss it. Sum of…

Ballerina

She use to say yes to me… Sometimes we take moments for granted. We don’t properly reflect until those moments become memories. I wanted it to mean more to you… All these ideas that came to me. Who am I to try and control everything? Of course I want to know who you really are….

BLUR.

She felt as if she belonged nowhere and with no one. She felt as if she couldn’t be fixed. She felt as if it was her destiny to be broken. Who was she to go against fate? Who was she to have faith? The girl life taught to believe in nothing. When it comes to…

Favorite Day

There was a time when someone asked me “Why do you care now?” I took the question to heart because to tell you the truth there isn’t much in this world I truly care about. What I am passionate about is very obvious. Who I want to spend my time with is very important. I…

Mosh Pit

In the middle of a mosh pit. I calmly think as I look at chaos around me. “Everyone here is going to die” but today is a good day because we are doing something that makes us feel alive. I haven’t really slept in weeks and tonight that won’t change. Not next week either. But…

Step By Step

I make a house of poetry with the writing on the wall. The author is an architect. I find the dark corners in every room and explore pavement where the sidewalk ends. I’m concrete in all that I believe. In my past time I think about my past life and how this current one will…