Fake spirituality is just as dangerous as the devil. Hope you are just not running from the darkness but also trying to seek light. Hard body Hard body Hard headed. Hard spirited. Hard energy shift against whatever I believe in. So very badly I wanted to believe in you. Instead you chose to believe in…

2020: The Foundation

NONE of this is real. All of it will fade. We are all nothing. We all want to mean something. We all want to become something. We all want to be considered special to someone. Yet here we are… Yet here we are all full of insecurities and doubts. Standing in rooms full of thoughts…

Yuletide

IT’S been one hell of a year and now they want you to sing. With no regards for the dark parts of your soul they want you to be light and spirit. Not a creature was stirring except for your demons. They are always there; persistent as ever. Do you fight your demons or accept…

Magic Moments

Magic is more science than anything else. If you are friends with someone for 7 years you are likely to be friends for life. Scientifically speaking of course. We all want to fall in love and start a family with our best friend. Have holidays and go on vacations with our best friends and their…

Wasted Goodbyes

What happens when forever isn’t followed after hello? How many times have you gave all your favorites in conversations hoping it would be the last time. Hoping that you go to sleep as someone’s dream and wake up as their favorite? How many times have you wanted to never have to talk about superficial things…

For Cultural purposes: My conversation with Michael Smithe

You can hear the French Quarter and New Orleans upbringing in Michael Smiths voice. Good or bad. Setbacks or flourishing. He never stopped being who he was and you can hear that with some of the conviction in his words as his proud accent reigns supreme. I’m telling you this now because it will become…

Fall Memoirs

I don’t want to end up being two people who believe in love but no longer believe in each other. I’ve seen it happen far too often… Someone who was on the road to helping you achieve inner peace traveled for too long and is now your enemy. If a blessing doesn’t mature. Then it…

Burning Man 2019: Postcards and Love letters from the Playa

This is more so art than it is anything else. Thank you for staring at pieces of my soul that I creatively put into words. Dear Person who on the daily basis might be as lost as I am. Who may be complicated in numerous ways but has figured out to find who they really…

Most Nights

They use to call me J-Bird. Now only my mom call me that every once in awhile. I don’t really like the energy associated with it anymore. Flashbacks of small sounds of just a simple click that would get you in a mode. Nothing is safe and if we die here let my sister know…

Crash

My New Years Resolution this year was to tell the people that matter in my life that “I love them” more often. It’s been how I’ve casually ended conversations with the humans who are important in my existence and time spent in this world. No matter what happens with locations this will remain constant. These…

Growth

Every time I walk past the river I think about throwing my phone in. I don’t know what I would do after that besides trying to figure out life. I don’t even know why I told you that… All these thoughts I guess I’m just trying to sort them out. I have plenty doubts about…

Questioning Love

What are you here for? What are you afraid of? I wish when you looked in the mirror. You saw what I see when you smile. But I know sometimes reflections can be our biggest fears. I know sometimes we are our own worse enemy. I wish you loved yourself. I wish instead of complaining…