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She felt as if she belonged nowhere and with no one. She felt as if she couldn’t be fixed. She felt as if it was her destiny to be broken. Who was she to go against fate? Who was she to have faith? The girl life taught to believe in nothing. When it comes to…

Hypotheticals of a Windowsill

Send a prayer and talk to the stars for you. That’s a lively combination. We could both live in the sky. If we believe our dreams can come true. What do people believe in anymore? How does this world test your faith? Can you smell the rain? Can you see the difference in the snow?…

Favorite Day

There was a time when someone asked me “Why do you care now?” I took the question to heart because to tell you the truth there isn’t much in this world I truly care about. What I am passionate about is very obvious. Who I want to spend my time with is very important. I…

Affirmations…

Too often we don’t know who we really are underneath it all. We avoid the emotion of reality. We become disassociated with what we could be because of what society may think we currently are. Do you love yourself? Do you like yourself? Do you think you are worth it? When it’s just you and…

Small Moments Of Clarity

I don’t think some of my friends support me enough….. They aren’t obligated to. I just view all of this more as a painting than a photograph. I sincerely hope you understand the dynamics of that. I’m a complex man with a lot of simple beliefs. I divulge all my lies and write my truths….

Her Peace (Official Visuals)

I love creating things with my friends. If we all had time it is what I would do all day. This piece was on of the more popular ones posted on the blog this year and I wanted to do visuals to give all of you a new way to experience it. With a lot…

Fragmented

I never say I’m depressed, have bipolar disorder, anxiety, a spectrum of autism, or a self harmer because those are words I take too seriously to throw around trivially. Those are words that should be used with a purpose. Sometimes we forget the power that words hold. Sometimes we forget that if we overuse words…

Life is Beautiful

This Summer especially this past month it has been easy to find me. I’m where the music is Loud and the humans are beautiful. My destination has been ever changing but the ones who I care for always know where I’m at. All these shared locations. All these pick up spots. All the places we…

Mosh Pit

In the middle of a mosh pit. I calmly think as I look at chaos around me. “Everyone here is going to die” but today is a good day because we are doing something that makes us feel alive. I haven’t really slept in weeks and tonight that won’t change. Not next week either. But…

)’( 2018: Total Sidebar

I lost my voice talking to the universe and screaming at my friends how much I love them. I am the man way up high somewhere over the rainbow that you heard of once in a lullaby. There’s no place like home… There’s no place like home… There’s no place like this where I felt…

Step By Step

I make a house of poetry with the writing on the wall. The author is an architect. I find the dark corners in every room and explore pavement where the sidewalk ends. I’m concrete in all that I believe. In my past time I think about my past life and how this current one will…

Oxygen Mask

“Put the oxygen mask on yourself first before helping small children or others who may need assistance.” -Flight Attendant How is he going to flip that?! I want to save everybody but I have to save myself. If I can’t fix what’s wrong around me I feel helpless. If they don’t appreciate your effort then…