Life is Beautiful

This Summer especially this past month it has been easy to find me. I’m where the music is Loud and the humans are beautiful. My destination has been ever changing but the ones who I care for always know where I’m at. All these shared locations. All these pick up spots. All the places we…

Mosh Pit

In the middle of a mosh pit. I calmly think as I look at chaos around me. “Everyone here is going to die” but today is a good day because we are doing something that makes us feel alive. I haven’t really slept in weeks and tonight that won’t change. Not next week either. But…

)’( 2018: Total Sidebar

I lost my voice talking to the universe and screaming at my friends how much I love them. I am the man way up high somewhere over the rainbow that you heard of once in a lullaby. There’s no place like home… There’s no place like home… There’s no place like this where I felt…

Step By Step

I make a house of poetry with the writing on the wall. The author is an architect. I find the dark corners in every room and explore pavement where the sidewalk ends. I’m concrete in all that I believe. In my past time I think about my past life and how this current one will…

Oxygen Mask

“Put the oxygen mask on yourself first before helping small children or others who may need assistance.” -Flight Attendant How is he going to flip that?! I want to save everybody but I have to save myself. If I can’t fix what’s wrong around me I feel helpless. If they don’t appreciate your effort then…

Messages from the City

Realizing it was your fault was great, but you can’t fix all your mistakes. You can grow with each experience in hopes to be better. In hopes that next there will truly be a better understanding. Sometimes the most brief thing can have immense impact on your outcome. No one owes you shit. -Don’t feel…

Passion>Fear

I have to hold myself and those around me accountable. It is who I am as a person and it is my duty as a man. The sensitivity of the male ego will always be astounding. This is not me saying I am immune to it because that I am not. My pride has blocked…

Triggered

I would do this even if I was talking to myself into the infinite universe and it seemed vast darkness was all there would ever be. I got you by my side and thats beautiful. You bring light. Words are like shooting stars they help me wish for better things. There’s a certain peace that…

Love Language

The drugs don’t even make you feel good anymore they just make you feel different. It’s just an escape for a small moment. A brief pleasure that pauses all those other emotions. A glimpse into how it could all be so simple. They take away the pain you get sick of playing hide and go…

Binge Reading

She said… I don’t even know how to explain what you do to me She spoke how… Just because you saw me when I was fragile I don’t want you to think that I’m weak She talked about how… I have a lust for death because I fell in love with my own mortality She…

$uicidal LOVE

How old were you when you realized love is a lot of things but it’s not always enough? There’s been times when I’ve felt like I had it all, but maybe I can’t have everything. I know you’ve put faith into things that have killed little pieces of you inside. I know you have anxiety…

Her Peace

She feels most at home when waves are crashing against her physical body and the Sun is setting over the ocean igniting passion in her spiritual soul. The moon approaches with a golden tint taking control of the sea. Making the waves stronger than ever. The water is ambitious… She doesn’t fear the tide. Her…