Passion>Fear

I have to hold myself and those around me accountable. It is who I am as a person and it is my duty as a man. The sensitivity of the male ego will always be astounding. This is not me saying I am immune to it because that I am not. My pride has blocked…

Triggered

I would do this even if I was talking to myself into the infinite universe and it seemed vast darkness was all there would ever be. I got you by my side and thats beautiful. You bring light. Words are like shooting stars they help me wish for better things. There’s a certain peace that…

Love Language

The drugs don’t even make you feel good anymore they just make you feel different. It’s just an escape for a small moment. A brief pleasure that pauses all those other emotions. A glimpse into how it could all be so simple. They take away the pain you get sick of playing hide and go…

Binge Reading

She said… I don’t even know how to explain what you do to me She spoke how… Just because you saw me when I was fragile I don’t want you to think that I’m weak She talked about how… I have a lust for death because I fell in love with my own mortality She…

$uicidal LOVE

How old were you when you realized love is a lot of things but it’s not always enough? There’s been times when I’ve felt like I had it all, but maybe I can’t have everything. I know you’ve put faith into things that have killed little pieces of you inside. I know you have anxiety…

Her Peace

She feels most at home when waves are crashing against her physical body and the Sun is setting over the ocean igniting passion in her spiritual soul. The moon approaches with a golden tint taking control of the sea. Making the waves stronger than ever. The water is ambitious… She doesn’t fear the tide. Her…

Destination Known

I don’t have an addictive personality I have an obsessive personality. If you’re like me after reading this; you will understand. If you are unlike me, that is okay. You will see an aspect of life through a different perspective. There is nothing in this world I need in a hostile way. I can quit…

They Put Kids In Cages

They put kids in cages… I might as well tell the truth because I already know they going to come for me. They put kids in cages in the land of the free, home of the brave. They tell you these great propaganda lies to your face. I know death is promised but why must…

Waterfalls.

I miss you. No hidden intentions I sincerely want to take you out to lunch. I sincerely want to ask how are you doing in this world? I want to catch up. I hope those you keep close are looking out for you. I hope you are conquering the parts of your universe that put…

Papa, Who Cares?

How the fuck you leave a black boy in the hands of America? Tough as diamonds but they treat us like everyday stones to be tossed from a glass house because we came from broken homes. Made the streets my home. Made this zoo into a jungle. Our stomachs would grumble. We heard gunshots at…

StIMULATION

We manipulate these words that are communicated to us into what we want or need them to be. That’s why our mind hears one thing and our heart feels another. We are torn. We are indecisive. Because to get what we want out of this we must first attract what we need. Don’t wish upon…

Thanos Bets

This is inspired by talks at the bar with Alanna. Hopes that Banks never has financial hardship and everyone I care about doesn’t have to be the lead singer in order to find Nirvana. This is inspired with hopes of being able to afford my mother going to therapy. Inspired by visions of you in…