Sundays: 2018

I started this with Sundays being my favorite day. Now I have fallen in love with them and that’s all thanks to you. I am in New York right now ready to bring the new year with one of my best friends appreciating all aspect of life and reflecting on all of you. What touches…

Ruined

I want to be ruined. I want to be destroyed. And I think you want the same thing. Something so beautiful and tragic that it shouldn’t exist. Yet here we are. Loving to hate each other. Yet here we are. Learning to exist with one another. Why do we chase the ones who think we…

Ballerina

She use to say yes to me… Sometimes we take moments for granted. We don’t properly reflect until those moments become memories. I wanted it to mean more to you… All these ideas that came to me. Who am I to try and control everything? Of course I want to know who you really are….

Wizard

Do you believe in magic? I believe in moments. I believe in substance. I believe the journey that makes us who we are is just as important as the destination in the end. Who we are and what we went through to get there. I believe you can drown in a abundance of emotions, but…

Hypotheticals of a Windowsill

Send a prayer and talk to the stars for you. That’s a lively combination. We could both live in the sky. If we believe our dreams can come true. What do people believe in anymore? How does this world test your faith? Can you smell the rain? Can you see the difference in the snow?…

Favorite Day

There was a time when someone asked me “Why do you care now?” I took the question to heart because to tell you the truth there isn’t much in this world I truly care about. What I am passionate about is very obvious. Who I want to spend my time with is very important. I…

Oxygen Mask

“Put the oxygen mask on yourself first before helping small children or others who may need assistance.” -Flight Attendant How is he going to flip that?! I want to save everybody but I have to save myself. If I can’t fix what’s wrong around me I feel helpless. If they don’t appreciate your effort then…

Triggered

I would do this even if I was talking to myself into the infinite universe and it seemed vast darkness was all there would ever be. I got you by my side and thats beautiful. You bring light. Words are like shooting stars they help me wish for better things. There’s a certain peace that…

Love Language

The drugs don’t even make you feel good anymore they just make you feel different. It’s just an escape for a small moment. A brief pleasure that pauses all those other emotions. A glimpse into how it could all be so simple. They take away the pain you get sick of playing hide and go…

Binge Reading

She said… I don’t even know how to explain what you do to me She spoke how… Just because you saw me when I was fragile I don’t want you to think that I’m weak She talked about how… I have a lust for death because I fell in love with my own mortality She…

Destination Known

I don’t have an addictive personality I have an obsessive personality. If you’re like me after reading this; you will understand. If you are unlike me, that is okay. You will see an aspect of life through a different perspective. There is nothing in this world I need in a hostile way. I can quit…

They Put Kids In Cages

They put kids in cages… I might as well tell the truth because I already know they going to come for me. They put kids in cages in the land of the free, home of the brave. They tell you these great propaganda lies to your face. I know death is promised but why must…