Most Nights

They use to call me J-Bird. Now only my mom call me that every once in awhile. I don’t really like the energy associated with it anymore. Flashbacks of small sounds of just a simple click that would get you in a mode. Nothing is safe and if we die here let my sister know…

Crash

My New Years Resolution this year was to tell the people that matter in my life that “I love them” more often. It’s been how I’ve casually ended conversations with the humans who are important in my existence and time spent in this world. No matter what happens with locations this will remain constant. These…

Seeds of Growth

It’s the season of growth. All those seeds I planted in the Winter are coming back as trophies. I’m evil but I’m not scared. I’m not scared to say I wish you were here to hold me. I’m growing, I wish you were here when I’m new to know me. You’re still preoccupied with thoughts…

$uicidal LOVE

How old were you when you realized love is a lot of things but it’s not always enough? There’s been times when I’ve felt like I had it all, but maybe I can’t have everything. I know you’ve put faith into things that have killed little pieces of you inside. I know you have anxiety…

Her Peace

She feels most at home when waves are crashing against her physical body and the Sun is setting over the ocean igniting passion in her spiritual soul. The moon approaches with a golden tint taking control of the sea. Making the waves stronger than ever. The water is ambitious… She doesn’t fear the tide. Her…

StIMULATION

We manipulate these words that are communicated to us into what we want or need them to be. That’s why our mind hears one thing and our heart feels another. We are torn. We are indecisive. Because to get what we want out of this we must first attract what we need. Don’t wish upon…

A Fools Goodbye

And I hope I never play the fool again but there was so much about you to be foolish for. Lately closure is coming in every direction, I’m learning to deal with the compass telling me it’s time to move on. I wanted to be here with you but you are no where near me….

Definition Of Us

I think everyone should write love poems. Or at least try their best to be one. Im being humble when I say you’re beautiful because your are truly so much more I don’t want to say goodbye but that’s not up to me. I could go without the hellos too. The how are you doings….

Fatal Flaws

Fatal Flaws Bring truth to imperfections You can’t exercise your demons if you only run from mistakes. You carry burdens but never been able to life the weight. Tell me it all. The sound of your voice is like therapy. Love without consequences philosophically speaking I think it’s referred to as being unconditional. Fatal flaws…

Coachella Poem 2018

It’s been a while since I’ve said I had the universe in my system. Welcome to my semi conscious thoughts. I find it beautiful the new ways you learn to reject me but I’m sicko with it. I think it built character how my father neglected me. The heart I have left came from my…

Oz.

I was never the rose that grew in the concrete. Where I’m from being that fragile will get you killed. Whatever I am, I still have my thorns. Learning to let go of pain I gained from circumstances that wasn’t my fault. Learn to deal with regrets I keep trapped in my elemental vault. You…

The Theory of Eventuality

Everything that is meant to be will come to be, but that doesn’t mean you sit around and wait on it. We fight like our souls are at war and I want peace of mind. Peace treaties are signed in tongue with our bodies intertwined. I guess sometimes life just goes like this…. I say…