Maybe…

I hate the word maybe. Seriously. I feel the same about possibly. I want confidence when we speak. Talk to you like my confidante. Whisper secrets in your ear about my dreams as you sleep. I don’t want you to ever doubt. I also don’t want you to ever think I’m perfect. I’m a man…

Daddy’s Little Princess

I always say trust me with your story and I’ll show the world you’re a work of art. Today I’m working with dark colors in order to create a master piece. I’m going to see if I can maneuver words in such a way that you can feel the pain I felt for this young…

Him (everything in between) Her

Him: I thought Summer was only suppose to last 500 days? Her: You know what they say about people and seasons. It all comes down to the reasons Him: Is it real? You and I, this world we created. Her: We almost made it… Him: This view is fading Her: I thought fairy tales were…

Coachella Thoughts:2016

I fell in love with multiple things everyday. That’s the undeniable beauty of this place. Make no mistake we were equipped with a mindset of destruction and we went in with every tool we could ever need. We went in with one goal “Be reckless or die” and we all still alive.  We all still…

Drink More Water

Welcome to the Lost Boys Club; life is your entry fee. There is no Peter Pan here, no Never Never Land. There’s just lack of father figures, not knowing how to deal with emotions and anger constantly getting the upper hand. This is not therapy. This is not the calm before any proverbial storm. This…

Sunday to Sunday

I know you noticed my growth it’s hard not to take note when a person reaching clarity. I got a lot of friends, but now my mission is to make it scary for you if in my view you a enemy. Something new everyday I just couldn’t resist, I gotta use this energy. A lot…

the pARTiculars of destrcution

These aren’t my views. These aren’t my words. These are thoughts coming from a perspective other than my own. These are the pARTiculars of destruction  This life is a book and it is very vital to know when to turn pages.  To know when a new chapter is starting. Who is the author? Who is…

Little Victories

With over 800 raffles tickets handed out. We raised over 500 dollars for James “Kansas” Chapman. Which doubled my goal when I first thought of this idea. To all who participated thank you for supporting my dreams and helping out a truly great person in Kansas                              Got some…

Kansas The Gladiator: Part 4

I walk into the Reno Rehabilitation Center and I can’t decide if the energy is that of a cathedral or a coliseum. I always promised to be as honest as possible with you. I know there are a good number of you who get your information about James Kansas Chapman from me. I get your…

Coachella Adventure

I dreamed about all of this way back in Columbus, Ohio. On those road trips to Philadelphia all I wanted to do was create. It seemed the neighborhoods around me were crumbling and my thoughts were building empires. Imagine that is your reality. Living in the slums of the Midwest. No beach near this cement…

One That Got Away

I couldn’t sleep last night, so I wrote this. If I can’t sleep again I’ll probably end up reading this. I hope you read this. I hope you see this. This is is based on true events that either already happened or never will. This is a love letter to you. The woman I’ve either…

Another Year in the Life.

“We know what we are but not what we may be” That’s the first tattoo I ever got. It is pemantly inked on my left side because that’s my dominant hand. And every year when another 365 days pass the mantra becomes more true, more relevant. Thinking back on this last year so many things…