Summer in February

No Google alerts, we only talk on birthdays. I was there for your worse days. You just recycled my feelings as if we met on Earth day. I use to get text letting me know you made it home safe. When you blow out the candles now do you still think of me? Best of…

Royalty

The Sun set as it always does. I made eye contact with you as the eternal light faded like I always do. You’ve always been one to more so get lost in the phases of the Moon. Some may say it’s all very romantic, but really I just want to feel alive. I just want…

Soft Pink

“WHY do you only listen to sad music?” She asked if she really cared about me. It was that perfect time of day. The time of day when you didn’t know if the Sun was setting or rising. I told her “ I’m trying to catch a vibe. For now on I only crave what…

Water Based

All these beautiful rolled up dollar bills. We need bigger currency for this expensive view. We getting so much older now. Sooner or later the world is going to stop accepting we don’t know what to do. They want us to grow up like everyone else before us did. Put crowns on the kids We…

Fake spirituality is just as dangerous as the devil. Hope you are just not running from the darkness but also trying to seek light. Hard body Hard body Hard headed. Hard spirited. Hard energy shift against whatever I believe in. So very badly I wanted to believe in you. Instead you chose to believe in…

2020: The Foundation

NONE of this is real. All of it will fade. We are all nothing. We all want to mean something. We all want to become something. We all want to be considered special to someone. Yet here we are… Yet here we are all full of insecurities and doubts. Standing in rooms full of thoughts…

Yuletide

IT’S been one hell of a year and now they want you to sing. With no regards for the dark parts of your soul they want you to be light and spirit. Not a creature was stirring except for your demons. They are always there; persistent as ever. Do you fight your demons or accept…

Magic Moments

Magic is more science than anything else. If you are friends with someone for 7 years you are likely to be friends for life. Scientifically speaking of course. We all want to fall in love and start a family with our best friend. Have holidays and go on vacations with our best friends and their…

Fall Memoirs

I don’t want to end up being two people who believe in love but no longer believe in each other. I’ve seen it happen far too often… Someone who was on the road to helping you achieve inner peace traveled for too long and is now your enemy. If a blessing doesn’t mature. Then it…

Burning Man 2019: Postcards and Love letters from the Playa

This is more so art than it is anything else. Thank you for staring at pieces of my soul that I creatively put into words. Dear Person who on the daily basis might be as lost as I am. Who may be complicated in numerous ways but has figured out to find who they really…

Most Nights

They use to call me J-Bird. Now only my mom call me that every once in awhile. I don’t really like the energy associated with it anymore. Flashbacks of small sounds of just a simple click that would get you in a mode. Nothing is safe and if we die here let my sister know…

Crash

My New Years Resolution this year was to tell the people that matter in my life that “I love them” more often. It’s been how I’ve casually ended conversations with the humans who are important in my existence and time spent in this world. No matter what happens with locations this will remain constant. These…