Here and Now

Who do you belong to? Nobody Who do you belong with? Always and forever you You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room. You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room thinking of the shadows of what I could’ve been before circumstances got ahold of me. You’re…

Matter…

Truth of the matter is it’s been awhile since we talked like this. I told you I love you and I meant it with all of my damaged heart. I just wish I didn’t say it so soon. But I would never time travel to change how I feel about you. We finish each other’s…

The Artist

This is not indictment or endorsement for anything anyone does with their body. This is just simply a very human thought that I had in the moment. Thank you for being a part of this moment. I like your scars… They show me that you have not only been through things, but made it through…

Who Are You?

I want to know your name. Until then you be girl and I’ll be boy. Even though we know all of this is much deeper than that. And at this moment in time I think my life is on an upward bound for at least 40 more years. I think you are a beautiful lotus…

Small Moments Of Clarity

I don’t think some of my friends support me enough….. They aren’t obligated to. I just view all of this more as a painting than a photograph. I sincerely hope you understand the dynamics of that. I’m a complex man with a lot of simple beliefs. I divulge all my lies and write my truths….

Her Peace (Official Visuals)

I love creating things with my friends. If we all had time it is what I would do all day. This piece was on of the more popular ones posted on the blog this year and I wanted to do visuals to give all of you a new way to experience it. With a lot…

Life is Beautiful

This Summer especially this past month it has been easy to find me. I’m where the music is Loud and the humans are beautiful. My destination has been ever changing but the ones who I care for always know where I’m at. All these shared locations. All these pick up spots. All the places we…

Step By Step

I make a house of poetry with the writing on the wall. The author is an architect. I find the dark corners in every room and explore pavement where the sidewalk ends. I’m concrete in all that I believe. In my past time I think about my past life and how this current one will…

Passion>Fear

I have to hold myself and those around me accountable. It is who I am as a person and it is my duty as a man. The sensitivity of the male ego will always be astounding. This is not me saying I am immune to it because that I am not. My pride has blocked…

Love Language

The drugs don’t even make you feel good anymore they just make you feel different. It’s just an escape for a small moment. A brief pleasure that pauses all those other emotions. A glimpse into how it could all be so simple. They take away the pain you get sick of playing hide and go…

Binge Reading

She said… I don’t even know how to explain what you do to me She spoke how… Just because you saw me when I was fragile I don’t want you to think that I’m weak She talked about how… I have a lust for death because I fell in love with my own mortality She…

$uicidal LOVE

How old were you when you realized love is a lot of things but it’s not always enough? There’s been times when I’ve felt like I had it all, but maybe I can’t have everything. I know you’ve put faith into things that have killed little pieces of you inside. I know you have anxiety…