Tightrope

You had a bad day. Fuck… Trust me I understand. Shit… Trust me anyone who is reading this will understand. Damn… Everything about this is so human. Is it the type of bad day where you want to end it all or the type of bad day where you just want tomorrow to come? Is…

The Recipe

I want a home for my future family. A place where my children will grow and their memories will spread. I want to wake up next to a woman I love and constantly want to be better for. She’ll feel that energy of me always working to deserve her in every room she walks in….

Sickness

I dare you to ask me what I see when I look at you? You got the courage to ask what do you mean to me? Let go of your fear and ask what’s my vision of it all? Everything on the road behind me comes in 20/20. The past is in the rear and…

Maybe…

I hate the word maybe. Seriously. I feel the same about possibly. I want confidence when we speak. Talk to you like my confidante. Whisper secrets in your ear about my dreams as you sleep. I don’t want you to ever doubt. I also don’t want you to ever think I’m perfect. I’m a man…

1-800-799-(SAFE)

You don’t know when the change happened But it happened You couldn’t change it back No role reversal You couldn’t rearrange his fist of anger into words of compassion Hugs and kisses, all those X’s and O’s became something else Something vicious The intent became malicious Women adapt to so many harsh environments Living shouldn’t…

Coachella Poem

I love the way that Coachella sun kisses your skin…  You said I “write about everybody”.  This is true, but not the way I write about you. Let me give you that balance. Loving me is a challenge.  Do you want honesty or happiness?  I can’t lie to you it’s not in me, but sometimes…

Sunday to Sunday

I know you noticed my growth it’s hard not to take note when a person reaching clarity. I got a lot of friends, but now my mission is to make it scary for you if in my view you a enemy. Something new everyday I just couldn’t resist, I gotta use this energy. A lot…

California Wedding

We said “I do” to everything because we were heavily influenced by sunlight and Palm trees. Made out in the parking lot of an In- N-Out because of boredom. We got married in a Whole Foods. Nah we didn’t, cause we couldn’t afford it. But it felt that way because our love was organic.   …

Little Victories

With over 800 raffles tickets handed out. We raised over 500 dollars for James “Kansas” Chapman. Which doubled my goal when I first thought of this idea. To all who participated thank you for supporting my dreams and helping out a truly great person in Kansas                              Got some…

Excuse This Mess I’ve Made

Excuse the mess I made of this life. I know it’s too late to try and make things right. I won’t apologize. I’ll just try to rise. I wasn’t surrounded by those with the vision to give me sight. I wasn’t aware I could be light. I was born in the darkness of night. I…

Deny It. 

You got problems I got issues I’m broken in a million pieces You can never seem to find the super glue The beauty is we don’t deny it We don’t fight it. The beauty is our honesty. They would love it if we were liars. No need to lie, being fucked up is our truth….