Seeds of Growth

It’s the season of growth. All those seeds I planted in the Winter are coming back as trophies. I’m evil but I’m not scared. I’m not scared to say I wish you were here to hold me. I’m growing, I wish you were here when I’m new to know me. You’re still preoccupied with thoughts…

The Artist

This is not indictment or endorsement for anything anyone does with their body. This is just simply a very human thought that I had in the moment. Thank you for being a part of this moment. I like your scars… They show me that you have not only been through things, but made it through…

Who Are You?

I want to know your name. Until then you be girl and I’ll be boy. Even though we know all of this is much deeper than that. And at this moment in time I think my life is on an upward bound for at least 40 more years. I think you are a beautiful lotus…

Sundays: 2018

I started this with Sundays being my favorite day. Now I have fallen in love with them and that’s all thanks to you. I am in New York right now ready to bring the new year with one of my best friends appreciating all aspect of life and reflecting on all of you. What touches…

Ruined

I want to be ruined. I want to be destroyed. And I think you want the same thing. Something so beautiful and tragic that it shouldn’t exist. Yet here we are. Loving to hate each other. Yet here we are. Learning to exist with one another. Why do we chase the ones who think we…

Beautiful Chaos

Heart to hearts in the bathroom and we ain’t even talking about us. I’m holding the door shut I hear the music faintly in the background. I love this song… I notice all of you, but that’s not what’s important right now. Haven’t wrote about you in awhile. I think I miss it. Sum of…

Ballerina

She use to say yes to me… Sometimes we take moments for granted. We don’t properly reflect until those moments become memories. I wanted it to mean more to you… All these ideas that came to me. Who am I to try and control everything? Of course I want to know who you really are….

A Christmas Reality

Preface: I want to sponsor 3 families/children in the Northern Nevada area for the holidays. I will go out and get them food, clothes or toys. Whichever is needed most. My goal is $450. That’s $150 per family. All money goes to them. If I go past the goal I will sponsor additional families or…

Thankful Year

I want to start this with all holidays that I celebrate are evil and based on some deep rooted form of capitalism. So I celebrate them for the reasons that make me happy and appreciative of what my values are. Now that we got the wokeness out of the way it’s time for the lion…

Wizard

Do you believe in magic? I believe in moments. I believe in substance. I believe the journey that makes us who we are is just as important as the destination in the end. Who we are and what we went through to get there. I believe you can drown in a abundance of emotions, but…

BLUR.

She felt as if she belonged nowhere and with no one. She felt as if she couldn’t be fixed. She felt as if it was her destiny to be broken. Who was she to go against fate? Who was she to have faith? The girl life taught to believe in nothing. When it comes to…