EGO

“Who knows if I would’ve ended it?! You called me and ended us with no regard of what I was going through. ” I was the one left picking up pieces from a future we imagined. How ironic is it you destroyed worlds, then have the nerve to continue walking around as if you care…

Soft Pink

“WHY do you only listen to sad music?” She asked if she really cared about me. It was that perfect time of day. The time of day when you didn’t know if the Sun was setting or rising. I told her “ I’m trying to catch a vibe. For now on I only crave what…

Bean

THE UNIVERSE will put your jersey in the rafters. I want to write this with as much care as possible, because I am writing with a heavy heart. Due to circumstances off the court of play the basketball and sports universe has a black hole in it. Kobe Bryant, his daughter Gianna and multiple other…

2020: The Foundation

NONE of this is real. All of it will fade. We are all nothing. We all want to mean something. We all want to become something. We all want to be considered special to someone. Yet here we are… Yet here we are all full of insecurities and doubts. Standing in rooms full of thoughts…

Magic Moments

Magic is more science than anything else. If you are friends with someone for 7 years you are likely to be friends for life. Scientifically speaking of course. We all want to fall in love and start a family with our best friend. Have holidays and go on vacations with our best friends and their…

Burning Man 2019: Postcards and Love letters from the Playa

This is more so art than it is anything else. Thank you for staring at pieces of my soul that I creatively put into words. Dear Person who on the daily basis might be as lost as I am. Who may be complicated in numerous ways but has figured out to find who they really…

Most Nights

They use to call me J-Bird. Now only my mom call me that every once in awhile. I don’t really like the energy associated with it anymore. Flashbacks of small sounds of just a simple click that would get you in a mode. Nothing is safe and if we die here let my sister know…

Crash

My New Years Resolution this year was to tell the people that matter in my life that “I love them” more often. It’s been how I’ve casually ended conversations with the humans who are important in my existence and time spent in this world. No matter what happens with locations this will remain constant. These…

Growth

Every time I walk past the river I think about throwing my phone in. I don’t know what I would do after that besides trying to figure out life. I don’t even know why I told you that… All these thoughts I guess I’m just trying to sort them out. I have plenty doubts about…

Questioning Love

What are you here for? What are you afraid of? I wish when you looked in the mirror. You saw what I see when you smile. But I know sometimes reflections can be our biggest fears. I know sometimes we are our own worse enemy. I wish you loved yourself. I wish instead of complaining…

Here and Now

Who do you belong to? Nobody Who do you belong with? Always and forever you You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room. You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room thinking of the shadows of what I could’ve been before circumstances got ahold of me. You’re…

Trauma

Our traumas are both our oceans and our space. Vast and unknowing. There’s a certain fear that comes with that reality. How do you heal from something vast and unknowing? The last time we spoke I…. The last time I saw you we… So many things are gone now. I look around and so many…