Burning Man 2019: Postcards and Love letters from the Playa

This is more so art than it is anything else. Thank you for staring at pieces of my soul that I creatively put into words. Dear Person who on the daily basis might be as lost as I am. Who may be complicated in numerous ways but has figured out to find who they really…

Most Nights

They use to call me J-Bird. Now only my mom call me that every once in awhile. I don’t really like the energy associated with it anymore. Flashbacks of small sounds of just a simple click that would get you in a mode. Nothing is safe and if we die here let my sister know…

Crash

My New Years Resolution this year was to tell the people that matter in my life that “I love them” more often. It’s been how I’ve casually ended conversations with the humans who are important in my existence and time spent in this world. No matter what happens with locations this will remain constant. These…

Growth

Every time I walk past the river I think about throwing my phone in. I don’t know what I would do after that besides trying to figure out life. I don’t even know why I told you that… All these thoughts I guess I’m just trying to sort them out. I have plenty doubts about…

Questioning Love

What are you here for? What are you afraid of? I wish when you looked in the mirror. You saw what I see when you smile. But I know sometimes reflections can be our biggest fears. I know sometimes we are our own worse enemy. I wish you loved yourself. I wish instead of complaining…

Here and Now

Who do you belong to? Nobody Who do you belong with? Always and forever you You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room. You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room thinking of the shadows of what I could’ve been before circumstances got ahold of me. You’re…

Trauma

Our traumas are both our oceans and our space. Vast and unknowing. There’s a certain fear that comes with that reality. How do you heal from something vast and unknowing? The last time we spoke I…. The last time I saw you we… So many things are gone now. I look around and so many…

Nah Fr Fr. My Conversation with ItsTheReal.

Those you interact with will always remember how you made them feel. Memories created over time, meals, drinks, laughs, concerts become the content in our head. The things we recall when we assess if this was a life worth living. For Jeff and Eric Rosenthal this content is on public display. Their legacy will be…

Seeds of Growth

It’s the season of growth. All those seeds I planted in the Winter are coming back as trophies. I’m evil but I’m not scared. I’m not scared to say I wish you were here to hold me. I’m growing, I wish you were here when I’m new to know me. You’re still preoccupied with thoughts…

Who Are You?

I want to know your name. Until then you be girl and I’ll be boy. Even though we know all of this is much deeper than that. And at this moment in time I think my life is on an upward bound for at least 40 more years. I think you are a beautiful lotus…

Sundays: 2018

I started this with Sundays being my favorite day. Now I have fallen in love with them and that’s all thanks to you. I am in New York right now ready to bring the new year with one of my best friends appreciating all aspect of life and reflecting on all of you. What touches…