Here and Now

Who do you belong to? Nobody Who do you belong with? Always and forever you You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room. You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room thinking of the shadows of what I could’ve been before circumstances got ahold of me. You’re…

Matter…

Truth of the matter is it’s been awhile since we talked like this. I told you I love you and I meant it with all of my damaged heart. I just wish I didn’t say it so soon. But I would never time travel to change how I feel about you. We finish each other’s…

Seeds of Growth

It’s the season of growth. All those seeds I planted in the Winter are coming back as trophies. I’m evil but I’m not scared. I’m not scared to say I wish you were here to hold me. I’m growing, I wish you were here when I’m new to know me. You’re still preoccupied with thoughts…

Who Are You?

I want to know your name. Until then you be girl and I’ll be boy. Even though we know all of this is much deeper than that. And at this moment in time I think my life is on an upward bound for at least 40 more years. I think you are a beautiful lotus…

Sundays: 2018

I started this with Sundays being my favorite day. Now I have fallen in love with them and that’s all thanks to you. I am in New York right now ready to bring the new year with one of my best friends appreciating all aspect of life and reflecting on all of you. What touches…

Ruined

I want to be ruined. I want to be destroyed. And I think you want the same thing. Something so beautiful and tragic that it shouldn’t exist. Yet here we are. Loving to hate each other. Yet here we are. Learning to exist with one another. Why do we chase the ones who think we…

Beautiful Chaos

Heart to hearts in the bathroom and we ain’t even talking about us. I’m holding the door shut I hear the music faintly in the background. I love this song… I notice all of you, but that’s not what’s important right now. Haven’t wrote about you in awhile. I think I miss it. Sum of…

Ballerina

She use to say yes to me… Sometimes we take moments for granted. We don’t properly reflect until those moments become memories. I wanted it to mean more to you… All these ideas that came to me. Who am I to try and control everything? Of course I want to know who you really are….

A Christmas Reality

Preface: I want to sponsor 3 families/children in the Northern Nevada area for the holidays. I will go out and get them food, clothes or toys. Whichever is needed most. My goal is $450. That’s $150 per family. All money goes to them. If I go past the goal I will sponsor additional families or…

Hypotheticals of a Windowsill

Send a prayer and talk to the stars for you. That’s a lively combination. We could both live in the sky. If we believe our dreams can come true. What do people believe in anymore? How does this world test your faith? Can you smell the rain? Can you see the difference in the snow?…

Favorite Day

There was a time when someone asked me “Why do you care now?” I took the question to heart because to tell you the truth there isn’t much in this world I truly care about. What I am passionate about is very obvious. Who I want to spend my time with is very important. I…

Affirmations…

Too often we don’t know who we really are underneath it all. We avoid the emotion of reality. We become disassociated with what we could be because of what society may think we currently are. Do you love yourself? Do you like yourself? Do you think you are worth it? When it’s just you and…