Most Nights

They use to call me J-Bird. Now only my mom call me that every once in awhile. I don’t really like the energy associated with it anymore. Flashbacks of small sounds of just a simple click that would get you in a mode. Nothing is safe and if we die here let my sister know…

Crash

My New Years Resolution this year was to tell the people that matter in my life that “I love them” more often. It’s been how I’ve casually ended conversations with the humans who are important in my existence and time spent in this world. No matter what happens with locations this will remain constant. These…

Here and Now

Who do you belong to? Nobody Who do you belong with? Always and forever you You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room. You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room thinking of the shadows of what I could’ve been before circumstances got ahold of me. You’re…

The Artist

This is not indictment or endorsement for anything anyone does with their body. This is just simply a very human thought that I had in the moment. Thank you for being a part of this moment. I like your scars… They show me that you have not only been through things, but made it through…

Beautiful Chaos

Heart to hearts in the bathroom and we ain’t even talking about us. I’m holding the door shut I hear the music faintly in the background. I love this song… I notice all of you, but that’s not what’s important right now. Haven’t wrote about you in awhile. I think I miss it. Sum of…

Life is Beautiful

This Summer especially this past month it has been easy to find me. I’m where the music is Loud and the humans are beautiful. My destination has been ever changing but the ones who I care for always know where I’m at. All these shared locations. All these pick up spots. All the places we…

Destination Known

I don’t have an addictive personality I have an obsessive personality. If you’re like me after reading this; you will understand. If you are unlike me, that is okay. You will see an aspect of life through a different perspective. There is nothing in this world I need in a hostile way. I can quit…

A Fools Goodbye

And I hope I never play the fool again but there was so much about you to be foolish for. Lately closure is coming in every direction, I’m learning to deal with the compass telling me it’s time to move on. I wanted to be here with you but you are no where near me….

Definition Of Us

I think everyone should write love poems. Or at least try their best to be one. Im being humble when I say you’re beautiful because your are truly so much more I don’t want to say goodbye but that’s not up to me. I could go without the hellos too. The how are you doings….

Oruga

Do you think life nurtures the caterpillar to become a butterfly or is it just their nature? Is it just by happenchance they got wings or could all of this be something more? I hope I live long enough to truly experience something more. I hope for a lot of things. The audacity of me…

Fatal Flaws

Fatal Flaws Bring truth to imperfections You can’t exercise your demons if you only run from mistakes. You carry burdens but never been able to life the weight. Tell me it all. The sound of your voice is like therapy. Love without consequences philosophically speaking I think it’s referred to as being unconditional. Fatal flaws…

Coachella Poem 2018

It’s been a while since I’ve said I had the universe in my system. Welcome to my semi conscious thoughts. I find it beautiful the new ways you learn to reject me but I’m sicko with it. I think it built character how my father neglected me. The heart I have left came from my…