Golden Gates

You absolutely believe in love, you just don’t believe anyone could love you. There’s a beautiful sadness in you. It came from memories you can’t reject and sunsets that led to trauma. I would say “come here please let me hold you close” But you feel your bones would break and turn into moon dust…

Whatnots

This is going to be heavy. I designed it that way. So stop reading right now if you can’t handle the weight. For everyone else here get in tune with yourself and breathe easy Hard Body Hard Body I love you and whatnot… I want to kill myself and whatnot… It’s just a feeling I…

Self

She said I’m still her favorite part of Sunday’s. As if she has fond memories of me like flowers kissed by Summer rain. Do you miss the way I put words together during my favorite day? Look how far we’ve come… it be an insult to ask us to be the same. You’ve always been…

Fake spirituality is just as dangerous as the devil. Hope you are just not running from the darkness but also trying to seek light. Hard body Hard body Hard headed. Hard spirited. Hard energy shift against whatever I believe in. So very badly I wanted to believe in you. Instead you chose to believe in…

Wasted Goodbyes

What happens when forever isn’t followed after hello? How many times have you gave all your favorites in conversations hoping it would be the last time. Hoping that you go to sleep as someone’s dream and wake up as their favorite? How many times have you wanted to never have to talk about superficial things…

Fall Memoirs

I don’t want to end up being two people who believe in love but no longer believe in each other. I’ve seen it happen far too often… Someone who was on the road to helping you achieve inner peace traveled for too long and is now your enemy. If a blessing doesn’t mature. Then it…

Most Nights

They use to call me J-Bird. Now only my mom call me that every once in awhile. I don’t really like the energy associated with it anymore. Flashbacks of small sounds of just a simple click that would get you in a mode. Nothing is safe and if we die here let my sister know…

Crash

My New Years Resolution this year was to tell the people that matter in my life that “I love them” more often. It’s been how I’ve casually ended conversations with the humans who are important in my existence and time spent in this world. No matter what happens with locations this will remain constant. These…

Here and Now

Who do you belong to? Nobody Who do you belong with? Always and forever you You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room. You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room thinking of the shadows of what I could’ve been before circumstances got ahold of me. You’re…

The Artist

This is not indictment or endorsement for anything anyone does with their body. This is just simply a very human thought that I had in the moment. Thank you for being a part of this moment. I like your scars… They show me that you have not only been through things, but made it through…

Beautiful Chaos

Heart to hearts in the bathroom and we ain’t even talking about us. I’m holding the door shut I hear the music faintly in the background. I love this song… I notice all of you, but that’s not what’s important right now. Haven’t wrote about you in awhile. I think I miss it. Sum of…

Life is Beautiful

This Summer especially this past month it has been easy to find me. I’m where the music is Loud and the humans are beautiful. My destination has been ever changing but the ones who I care for always know where I’m at. All these shared locations. All these pick up spots. All the places we…