Did you think that I would leave you forever? I mean in terms of infinity I mean there are levels to everything. You say we can talk about anything but in terms of dinner conversations we only speak when the plates are full and the place settings are neat. You dress like fine China but…
Tag: Beautiful
Golden Gates
You absolutely believe in love, you just don’t believe anyone could love you. There’s a beautiful sadness in you. It came from memories you can’t reject and sunsets that led to trauma. I would say “come here please let me hold you close” But you feel your bones would break and turn into moon dust…
Fake spirituality is just as dangerous as the devil. Hope you are just not running from the darkness but also trying to seek light. Hard body Hard body Hard headed. Hard spirited. Hard energy shift against whatever I believe in. So very badly I wanted to believe in you. Instead you chose to believe in…
Wasted Goodbyes
What happens when forever isn’t followed after hello? How many times have you gave all your favorites in conversations hoping it would be the last time. Hoping that you go to sleep as someone’s dream and wake up as their favorite? How many times have you wanted to never have to talk about superficial things…
Fall Memoirs
I don’t want to end up being two people who believe in love but no longer believe in each other. I’ve seen it happen far too often… Someone who was on the road to helping you achieve inner peace traveled for too long and is now your enemy. If a blessing doesn’t mature. Then it…
Most Nights
They use to call me J-Bird. Now only my mom call me that every once in awhile. I don’t really like the energy associated with it anymore. Flashbacks of small sounds of just a simple click that would get you in a mode. Nothing is safe and if we die here let my sister know…
Crash
My New Years Resolution this year was to tell the people that matter in my life that “I love them” more often. It’s been how I’ve casually ended conversations with the humans who are important in my existence and time spent in this world. No matter what happens with locations this will remain constant. These…
Here and Now
Who do you belong to? Nobody Who do you belong with? Always and forever you You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room. You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room thinking of the shadows of what I could’ve been before circumstances got ahold of me. You’re…
The Artist
This is not indictment or endorsement for anything anyone does with their body. This is just simply a very human thought that I had in the moment. Thank you for being a part of this moment. I like your scars… They show me that you have not only been through things, but made it through…