Drink More Water

Welcome to the Lost Boys Club; life is your entry fee. There is no Peter Pan here, no Never Never Land. There’s just lack of father figures, not knowing how to deal with emotions and anger constantly getting the upper hand. This is not therapy. This is not the calm before any proverbial storm. This…

Coachella Poem

I love the way that Coachella sun kisses your skin…  You said I “write about everybody”.  This is true, but not the way I write about you. Let me give you that balance. Loving me is a challenge.  Do you want honesty or happiness?  I can’t lie to you it’s not in me, but sometimes…

Sunday to Sunday

I know you noticed my growth it’s hard not to take note when a person reaching clarity. I got a lot of friends, but now my mission is to make it scary for you if in my view you a enemy. Something new everyday I just couldn’t resist, I gotta use this energy. A lot…

the pARTiculars of destrcution

These aren’t my views. These aren’t my words. These are thoughts coming from a perspective other than my own. These are the pARTiculars of destruction  This life is a book and it is very vital to know when to turn pages.  To know when a new chapter is starting. Who is the author? Who is…

California Wedding

We said “I do” to everything because we were heavily influenced by sunlight and Palm trees. Made out in the parking lot of an In- N-Out because of boredom. We got married in a Whole Foods. Nah we didn’t, cause we couldn’t afford it. But it felt that way because our love was organic.   …

Little Victories

With over 800 raffles tickets handed out. We raised over 500 dollars for James “Kansas” Chapman. Which doubled my goal when I first thought of this idea. To all who participated thank you for supporting my dreams and helping out a truly great person in Kansas                              Got some…

Excuse This Mess I’ve Made

Excuse the mess I made of this life. I know it’s too late to try and make things right. I won’t apologize. I’ll just try to rise. I wasn’t surrounded by those with the vision to give me sight. I wasn’t aware I could be light. I was born in the darkness of night. I…

Deny It. 

You got problems I got issues I’m broken in a million pieces You can never seem to find the super glue The beauty is we don’t deny it We don’t fight it. The beauty is our honesty. They would love it if we were liars. No need to lie, being fucked up is our truth….

Triple Flame Emoji 3.8.2016

One Day Road Trips Scott Kelly Spending a year in space Leo getting an Oscar Taking what you need from Kanye West tweets Beyonces “Formation” Deadpool People who reply “Down” to adventure and food Fanny Packs Not knowing what’s next Steph Curry not being human Game of Thrones trailer Girl Scout Cookies Leftovers Girls who…

Kansas The Gladiator: Part 4

I walk into the Reno Rehabilitation Center and I can’t decide if the energy is that of a cathedral or a coliseum. I always promised to be as honest as possible with you. I know there are a good number of you who get your information about James Kansas Chapman from me. I get your…

Little Prayers

If I ask you what your fear is, I hope you tell me something real.  If I ask you what you’re passionate about, I hope the fire in your eyes gives me chills. If I ask what keeps you alive, give me more than your heart. If I ask why we fell apart, I hope…