Nirvana to Infinity 

We living like young Nirvana if you understand that please keep on reading.  If not hopefully you come back next time. I never allow myself to cry especially when there’s others crying tears in the room. I just don’t have it in me. I have this obsession to be strong no matter what I’m going…

Alexander Pequeno Scott Trussell: The Best Of Us All

They say the good die young, I’ve heard it a lot this week. And if that is true Alex Trussell lived an extraordinary long life. Because he was the best out of all of us. He had the spirit of a giant and it would be an honor to view life standing on his shoulders….

Hunny BBBee

I once knew this beautiful Bee well she was a girl but I liked to call her B. And I often hoped she thought of me the way Bees think of flowers when the weather turns to spring. But in her life the good couldn’t pollinate. Negative thoughts took over her mind like America did…

Children

And I wish we were kids, because it all be easier to understand. And I wish that we were kids. It be easier to tell you I want you forever. Because to children that’s just a really long time, they don’t understand forever.  You’re not the girl you were last year and that’s okay. I don’t…

)'( 2016 The Playa Provides

How many times of day do you fall in love? For me the love affair started at 9:15 and E. After that I just worked my way around the clock. Fascinating what can happen once you realize anything can happen. Everything is always happening. Doesn’t matter if you want it to or not. That’s the…

Quarter life

“Everyone I know in their 20’s have doubts and are misguided. Constantly trying to figure it out but unsure of so many aspects in life. It’s a beautiful tragedy.” -Me talking to myself out loud. A slurpee a day keeps the crippling depression away. I’m at your local 7/11 if anyone wants to try and…

Dinner for two

Tell me how you need me to move, because your dark magic is beautiful vodoo.  No one really loves me quite like you do. No one really hates me quite like you do. No one says my name quite like you do.  When it comes to you and mistakes, I made a few. Can you…

Valley Highs

And… And… And… Lately she’s into douchebags that treat her bad. Real assholes… Maybe it’s just a fad. Or could it be longerterm, you never know. Confessions of a beauty queen who needs to Usher in a new wardrobe all her goals let them Burn.  Addictions let them go.  She works out twice a day…

 Motorola DynaTAC 8000x, 

Life is shattered like the phone screens of people in their 20’s. But. At. Least. We. Living. It’s all so contradicting. It’s all these people that want my attention, and I’m ignoring them because I want your attention. Life is always happening, the cycle is viscous. Keep the circle closed. Nowadays what you got my…

Astronaut

All day I want you and at night you’re what I need . Lately you been what everyone wants but not what I need. I’m over sharing you… If you can’t understand that then I’m over caring for you. Space and time none of it matters I’m always there for you. Name a place and…

Choices

She gave chances to the wrong people. Where she went wrong… She believed so much in the person that ended up taking all her faith. She offered forever to someone that thinks energy can die She said “I love you” in the day to someone who only wanted her at night. She made future plans…

Tightrope

You had a bad day. Fuck… Trust me I understand. Shit… Trust me anyone who is reading this will understand. Damn… Everything about this is so human. Is it the type of bad day where you want to end it all or the type of bad day where you just want tomorrow to come? Is…