Golden Gates

You absolutely believe in love, you just don’t believe anyone could love you. There’s a beautiful sadness in you. It came from memories you can’t reject and sunsets that led to trauma. I would say “come here please let me hold you close” But you feel your bones would break and turn into moon dust…

Whatnots

This is going to be heavy. I designed it that way. So stop reading right now if you can’t handle the weight. For everyone else here get in tune with yourself and breathe easy Hard Body Hard Body I love you and whatnot… I want to kill myself and whatnot… It’s just a feeling I…

Self

She said I’m still her favorite part of Sunday’s. As if she has fond memories of me like flowers kissed by Summer rain. Do you miss the way I put words together during my favorite day? Look how far we’ve come… it be an insult to ask us to be the same. You’ve always been…

Pink Lemonade

I bet she taste like Pink Lemonade from In n Out. I bet she can quench every thirst you could have when your mind wanders off to thoughts of Summer time. With you in the dark is my favorite time of day, but I’d also day dream more if we were intertwined during the light…

Summer in February

No Google alerts, we only talk on birthdays. I was there for your worse days. You just recycled my feelings as if we met on Earth day. I use to get text letting me know you made it home safe. When you blow out the candles now do you still think of me? Best of…

EGO

“Who knows if I would’ve ended it?! You called me and ended us with no regard of what I was going through. ” I was the one left picking up pieces from a future we imagined. How ironic is it you destroyed worlds, then have the nerve to continue walking around as if you care…

Bean

THE UNIVERSE will put your jersey in the rafters. I want to write this with as much care as possible, because I am writing with a heavy heart. Due to circumstances off the court of play the basketball and sports universe has a black hole in it. Kobe Bryant, his daughter Gianna and multiple other…

Water Based

All these beautiful rolled up dollar bills. We need bigger currency for this expensive view. We getting so much older now. Sooner or later the world is going to stop accepting we don’t know what to do. They want us to grow up like everyone else before us did. Put crowns on the kids We…

Fake spirituality is just as dangerous as the devil. Hope you are just not running from the darkness but also trying to seek light. Hard body Hard body Hard headed. Hard spirited. Hard energy shift against whatever I believe in. So very badly I wanted to believe in you. Instead you chose to believe in…

2020: The Foundation

NONE of this is real. All of it will fade. We are all nothing. We all want to mean something. We all want to become something. We all want to be considered special to someone. Yet here we are… Yet here we are all full of insecurities and doubts. Standing in rooms full of thoughts…

Yuletide

IT’S been one hell of a year and now they want you to sing. With no regards for the dark parts of your soul they want you to be light and spirit. Not a creature was stirring except for your demons. They are always there; persistent as ever. Do you fight your demons or accept…