Fall Memoirs

I don’t want to end up being two people who believe in love but no longer believe in each other. I’ve seen it happen far too often… Someone who was on the road to helping you achieve inner peace traveled for too long and is now your enemy. If a blessing doesn’t mature. Then it…

Here and Now

Who do you belong to? Nobody Who do you belong with? Always and forever you You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room. You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room thinking of the shadows of what I could’ve been before circumstances got ahold of me. You’re…

Trauma

Our traumas are both our oceans and our space. Vast and unknowing. There’s a certain fear that comes with that reality. How do you heal from something vast and unknowing? The last time we spoke I…. The last time I saw you we… So many things are gone now. I look around and so many…

Nah Fr Fr. My Conversation with ItsTheReal.

Those you interact with will always remember how you made them feel. Memories created over time, meals, drinks, laughs, concerts become the content in our head. The things we recall when we assess if this was a life worth living. For Jeff and Eric Rosenthal this content is on public display. Their legacy will be…

Thankful Year

I want to start this with all holidays that I celebrate are evil and based on some deep rooted form of capitalism. So I celebrate them for the reasons that make me happy and appreciative of what my values are. Now that we got the wokeness out of the way it’s time for the lion…

Favorite Day

There was a time when someone asked me “Why do you care now?” I took the question to heart because to tell you the truth there isn’t much in this world I truly care about. What I am passionate about is very obvious. Who I want to spend my time with is very important. I…

Small Moments Of Clarity

I don’t think some of my friends support me enough….. They aren’t obligated to. I just view all of this more as a painting than a photograph. I sincerely hope you understand the dynamics of that. I’m a complex man with a lot of simple beliefs. I divulge all my lies and write my truths….

Thanos Bets

This is inspired by talks at the bar with Alanna. Hopes that Banks never has financial hardship and everyone I care about doesn’t have to be the lead singer in order to find Nirvana. This is inspired with hopes of being able to afford my mother going to therapy. Inspired by visions of you in…

Vanity Mirror

I’m going to start with honesty about some things that may never be. Magic 8 ball is she my destiny? I’m looking in the bathroom mirror trying to see if you’re next me. My old girl should be my new girl because she deserves the best version of me. And for the first time in…

Post card

And by the end of this year I want to be everyone’s favorite writer… I guess I’ll start right here…. I’m from the Eastside, Eastside It’s time to put the kids to bed. I only said that to let you know to let you know it’s time to let go of childhood fears. I’m just…

Interlude…

She’s really into interludes … That part of the album that’s not a full song. Her minds traveling; so her hearts not looking for a home. All I ever wanted out of life that someone that gets me. That when I have my doubts they say that “I got you”. That the way I move…

McCarran Loop

We drove the McCarren loop at 5am listening to music. It was just something to do because we felt like we had nothing prove. There was no one else on the road but some of the lyrics stopped us in our tracks and it felt like we were in traffic. Sometimes the words shared between…