I Wasn’t Ready To Say Goodbye To Olivia Mooney

I hate that I am so good at writing obituaries. Not because of any reputable amount of skill, but due to so much practice. I wasn’t ready to say goodbye to Olivia Mooney… I knew Livia for 8 years that’s roughly a third of her life. Half of that time we had young dumb romantic…

Summer in February

No Google alerts, we only talk on birthdays. I was there for your worse days. You just recycled my feelings as if we met on Earth day. I use to get text letting me know you made it home safe. When you blow out the candles now do you still think of me? Best of…

Dancing in the rain

Write love poems about you so you know it’s real Never give me a reason to doubt you, you know the deal. Hand around your throat simple reminders that you are mine. Near death experiences give you peace of mind. If loving me was wrong then I think you were made for a life of…

Fall Memoirs

I don’t want to end up being two people who believe in love but no longer believe in each other. I’ve seen it happen far too often… Someone who was on the road to helping you achieve inner peace traveled for too long and is now your enemy. If a blessing doesn’t mature. Then it…

Here and Now

Who do you belong to? Nobody Who do you belong with? Always and forever you You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room. You’re the only one I miss when I’m alone in my room thinking of the shadows of what I could’ve been before circumstances got ahold of me. You’re…

Trauma

Our traumas are both our oceans and our space. Vast and unknowing. There’s a certain fear that comes with that reality. How do you heal from something vast and unknowing? The last time we spoke I…. The last time I saw you we… So many things are gone now. I look around and so many…

Nah Fr Fr. My Conversation with ItsTheReal.

Those you interact with will always remember how you made them feel. Memories created over time, meals, drinks, laughs, concerts become the content in our head. The things we recall when we assess if this was a life worth living. For Jeff and Eric Rosenthal this content is on public display. Their legacy will be…

Thankful Year

I want to start this with all holidays that I celebrate are evil and based on some deep rooted form of capitalism. So I celebrate them for the reasons that make me happy and appreciative of what my values are. Now that we got the wokeness out of the way it’s time for the lion…

Favorite Day

There was a time when someone asked me “Why do you care now?” I took the question to heart because to tell you the truth there isn’t much in this world I truly care about. What I am passionate about is very obvious. Who I want to spend my time with is very important. I…

Small Moments Of Clarity

I don’t think some of my friends support me enough….. They aren’t obligated to. I just view all of this more as a painting than a photograph. I sincerely hope you understand the dynamics of that. I’m a complex man with a lot of simple beliefs. I divulge all my lies and write my truths….

Thanos Bets

This is inspired by talks at the bar with Alanna. Hopes that Banks never has financial hardship and everyone I care about doesn’t have to be the lead singer in order to find Nirvana. This is inspired with hopes of being able to afford my mother going to therapy. Inspired by visions of you in…