Choices

She gave chances to the wrong people. Where she went wrong… She believed so much in the person that ended up taking all her faith. She offered forever to someone that thinks energy can die She said “I love you” in the day to someone who only wanted her at night. She made future plans…

Tightrope

You had a bad day. Fuck… Trust me I understand. Shit… Trust me anyone who is reading this will understand. Damn… Everything about this is so human. Is it the type of bad day where you want to end it all or the type of bad day where you just want tomorrow to come? Is…

The Recipe

I want a home for my future family. A place where my children will grow and their memories will spread. I want to wake up next to a woman I love and constantly want to be better for. She’ll feel that energy of me always working to deserve her in every room she walks in….

Maybe…

I hate the word maybe. Seriously. I feel the same about possibly. I want confidence when we speak. Talk to you like my confidante. Whisper secrets in your ear about my dreams as you sleep. I don’t want you to ever doubt. I also don’t want you to ever think I’m perfect. I’m a man…

1-800-799-(SAFE)

You don’t know when the change happened But it happened You couldn’t change it back No role reversal You couldn’t rearrange his fist of anger into words of compassion Hugs and kisses, all those X’s and O’s became something else Something vicious The intent became malicious Women adapt to so many harsh environments Living shouldn’t…

Angel Wearing A New Prada Dress

Angel Wearing a New Prada Dress 8.17.15 So there’s this angel, this beautiful angel. That knows how far heaven is but she won’t walk thru the doors. She won’t take that first step. She wont soar. This angel, this beautiful angel. With no ill intent her God left her early on. Her faith is all…

Late Night Layover Thoughts

Late night layover thoughts 7.15.15 I hate sleeping alone, but even more so I hate laying with someone who means nothing to me. It’s such a simple mantra that involves so many complexities. It’s a maze that you can always see the end but is forever ongoing. I know how I want to feel and…