BLUR.

She felt as if she belonged nowhere and with no one.

She felt as if she couldn’t be fixed.

She felt as if it was her destiny to be broken.

Who was she to go against fate?

Who was she to have faith?

The girl life taught to believe in nothing.

When it comes to healing it just takes some time.

I hope you find peace in the chaotic parts of your mind

I wish everyone read that.

She needs to fall in love with the reality of patience.

It has to be more than an idea.

You are afraid of the world to see you, but you want the right person to know who you are.

All of you….

Even the parts not yet known.

Wishing upon stars to solve problems you can handle yourself.

Your wounds and scars take the shapes of constellations.

She just wants someone to notice that for an extended period of time she hasn’t been herself

Ask her what it means to scream in silence.

She’ll explain beautifully.

Everyone forgets in order to be free you must remember how you became trapped.

To unravel a knot of sadness you must know what makes it twist.

When it comes to healing it just takes some time.

She needs to fall in love with the reality of patience.

When it feels as if you have no sense of direction everything about your compass in life is blurry

It’s hard to know exactly what she’s looking for but she knows she wouldn’t feel so lost in this world if she just found herself.

She felt emotions she can’t explain about things she can’t comprehend.

All these precious moments are met with anxious expectations.

There’s a state of limbo that comes with new beginnings and old endings.

There’s a certain blur you feel when darkness is all around you.

When you no longer seek the light you just learn to adjust your vision.

For so long it’s been nothing but an emptiness she’s been trying to politely hide from all the prying eyes.

It’s been nothing but what happens after sunsets all around her

I hope your thoughts don’t become your enemies

That’s such a pure prayer.

When it comes to healing it just takes some time.

I hope you find peace in the chaotic parts of your mind

I hope your thoughts don’t become your enemies.

Holding on and letting go.

It’s all so complicated.

Being alone feels heavy.

After all this numbness she was just happy to feel again.

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