Yuletide

IT’S been one hell of a year and now they want you to sing. With no regards for the dark parts of your soul they want you to be light and spirit. Not a creature was stirring except for your demons. They are always there; persistent as ever. Do you fight your demons or accept…

BLUR.

She felt as if she belonged nowhere and with no one. She felt as if she couldn’t be fixed. She felt as if it was her destiny to be broken. Who was she to go against fate? Who was she to have faith? The girl life taught to believe in nothing. When it comes to…

Fragmented

I never say I’m depressed, have bipolar disorder, anxiety, a spectrum of autism, or a self harmer because those are words I take too seriously to throw around trivially. Those are words that should be used with a purpose. Sometimes we forget the power that words hold. Sometimes we forget that if we overuse words…

Mud to soil

After I write this and you read this it’s going to prove either you’re not alone or I am alone. When I write it’s like verses not like rappers in the booth but psalms and scriptures. When they try to send me to Hell im asking god to be my character witness and I pray…

Tightrope

You had a bad day. Fuck… Trust me I understand. Shit… Trust me anyone who is reading this will understand. Damn… Everything about this is so human. Is it the type of bad day where you want to end it all or the type of bad day where you just want tomorrow to come? Is…

Excuse This Mess I’ve Made

Excuse the mess I made of this life. I know it’s too late to try and make things right. I won’t apologize. I’ll just try to rise. I wasn’t surrounded by those with the vision to give me sight. I wasn’t aware I could be light. I was born in the darkness of night. I…